I’ve felt so numb lately, although I’ve said I’m happy and smiling 24/7, I really feel numb. Sad song starts playing on iTunes while working on my homework (a picture book of a graduating speech, how ironic) and tears start going without any acknowledgement from my conscious mind. Tear hits the keyboard and it’s finally realized that I’m not completely numb. I can cry.
I’m so overwhelmed. This is normal when you’re leaving something familiar. People graduate every year. This is normal to the world, but it’s not a normal thing to one person. It’s not normal to me. I can barely believe it, and I can barely write down what’s going through my head because of the tears filling my eyes and blocking my view. I knew I was going to be emotional when graduating finally hit me, I didn’t expect it to be at 11 at night. Last school night ever.
I can’t even finish this right now..
